What if Jesus didn’t die so our lives could look perfect? What if He died so we could stop feeling like our lives have to be perfect to mean something? What if we simply live out our own story, even if it doesn’t look as others say it should? Mandy Steward set out in pursuit of these what-ifs. She didn’t find answers so much as she discovered a messy grace that knows no limits and a God that was and is willing to thrash about with her no matter her questions or struggles or doubts. What she found was abundant life, but it didn’t look like she thought it was going to. It was far different, and much deeper. This is a book without “easy” answers that lets those struggling with faith and searching for more know they are not alone.

The incalculable impossibilities that we confront on a daily basis prompted me to relate a few experiences I faced along the path of life. It was extraordinary and miraculous the way God proved himself to me through trials and adversity. In my quest to benefit those who are living through similar plights, which are radically beyond the bounds of possibility, I have attempted to relate through this book that God knows you by name, knows who you are, where you are, and what you are going through. He is the only one who can pull you out of the fire, change the outcome of your situation, and sling you out into the atmosphere of phenomenally inexplicable, faith-induced, welcome consequences. God can take a worm, like you and me, and bring down the mountain (JCL). This book will set your faith on fire. From these pages, you will learn how God can "take a worm and thrash a mountain." Gideon knew he was the least, yet God made him a mighty warrior. My wife, Kaye, and I walked with Charlotte on many of these faith adventures. In El Salvador, Norway, Guatemala, and Russia we were eyewitnesses to what God did through his servant. These accounts come alive on the pages of this book. You will be inspired to believe all things are possible. I was there when we walked into a wreck of a house and saw it transformed into a home for released prisoners. I walked with Charlotte through the prison in Guatemala City and witnessed firsthand her boldness to proclaim the Word of God without fear and saw multitudes come to Christ. She is strong and determined to be led by the Holy Spirit. Mention her name in the countries mentioned above, and they will tell you she is a woman of great faith. Prayer and obedience to God's Word were her greatest weapons against poverty, fear, sickness, and lack. Pick it up, read it, and ask God to use you. There is an anointing on this book that will inspire you to step out in faith. Pastor Dale Brooks