Two young people from completely different worlds meet by chance. A friendship and intimate connection develops very quickly that goes beyond death, so to speak. A little love, but with no chance of a happy ending. That's how you really were, all your money, your fame, your victories and your fans didn't stop you from being like a real friend to me in this difficult moment. It was important to you not to let me down at that moment and I am very grateful to you for that. I would personally like to thank you for it. But you are too far away! This book was written in memory of the human being Ayrton Senna and for the further realization and support of the aid organization. By purchasing this book you are actively supporting the aid organizations

This story is told for the first time by the two young people. By chance they meet and a friendship and intimate connection develops that goes beyond death, so to speak. A little love, but no chance of a happy ending. This book was written in memory of the human being Ayrton Senna. That's how you really were, all your money, your fame, your victories and your fans didn't stop you from being a real friend to me at this difficult moment. And I'm very grateful to you for that. I would like to thank you personally. But you are too far away! By purchasing this book you are actively supporting the Ayrton Senna Foundation and Cheetah experience.

A compassionate, shame-free guide for your darkest days “A one-of-a-kind book . . . to read for yourself or give to a struggling friend or loved one without the fear that depression and suicidal thoughts will be minimized, medicalized or over-spiritualized.”—Kay Warren, cofounder of Saddleback Church What happens when loving Jesus doesn’t cure you of depression, anxiety, or suicidal thoughts? You might be crushed by shame over your mental illness, only to be told by well-meaning Christians to “choose joy” and “pray more.” So you beg God to take away the pain, but nothing eases the ache inside. As darkness lingers and color drains from your world, you’re left wondering if God has abandoned you. You just want a way out. But there’s hope. In I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die, Sarah J. Robinson offers a healthy, practical, and shame-free guide for Christians struggling with mental illness. With unflinching honesty, Sarah shares her story of battling depression and fighting to stay alive despite toxic theology that made her afraid to seek help outside the church. Pairing her own story with scriptural insights, mental health research, and simple practices, Sarah helps you reconnect with the God who is present in our deepest anguish and discover that you are worth everything it takes to get better. Beautifully written and full of hard-won wisdom, I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die offers a path toward a rich, hope-filled life in Christ, even when healing doesn’t look like what you expect.

GOD said to write. I screamed "I can't write the book because there is so much pain and sorrow." I would have to write the book in order to have peace, so I wrote with GOD'S help. This is a story of a girl who grew up with abuse and fear in a family of twelve. With adversity and obstacles throughout her life she never gave up on herself.