Does it sometimes seem like your life is unreal? Perhaps it seems that your existence is more a nightmare than a dream. We never know about the private lives behind the façades people create for public consumption. Yet what shapes our lives is the raw, unvarnished, unstated, and camouflaged reality that defines our everyday existence. I grew up in such an illusion and suspected that my life was closer to the nightmare side than the dream. My dad was a recognized and renowned jazz musician. He played with and made records with the great musicians of the late twentieth century. Behind the mask of success and notoriety lurked a monster whom no one from the public would have recognized or believed existed. His own insecurity, fear, addictions, lies, and bad choices led him to be a violent abuser. Bars on the windows, secrets behind locked doors, terrors behind the mask of normalcy. I lived in a nightmare world and needed a way out. In the end, for me, there is a happy ending. What I didn't know was that, while I was able to escape the abusive situation, the abuse itself followed me. It sapped my joy and creativity. It wasn't until I fell into a hole of depression as a supposedly successful adult, a doctor, and the mother of three children that I realized there was a purpose to my pain. What did it take to crawl out of this hole? Join me as I take you on a journey of Reboot, Repair, Rebirth. Reboot your soul by breaking the silence, speaking your truth, and ending the isolation. Get to physical and emotional safety. Repair by getting help and consciously healing your mind, heart, and body. Conquer your demons and discover your inner light and resilience. Celebrate your Rebirth as a new, healing, wiser, loving, and centered being. Live intentionally and abundantly.

Barbara J. Harper was born in Baltimore, Maryland, she relocated to California because of career advancement. Dr. Harper is a graduate of Crenshaw Christian Center School of Ministry. She continued her education at Christian Heritage College in El Cajon, California. In June 1995, being called of God and having met all requirements of ministry study, Dr. Harper became an Ordained Minister with special ceremonies of ordination from Dr. Frederick K. C. Price of Crenshaw Christian Center of Los Angeles, California. She received an Honorary Doctorate of Letter in Religious Humanities and also holds a Master of Arts Degree in Christian Counseling.

As a result of reading this book you will powerfully transform limiting beliefs and behaviours that have held you back from living an abundant life. Emotional, physical, and sexual abuse is rarely talked about openly and so on our healing journey we are often left desperately seeking answers to the question: Can I heal? The answer is yes, you can. Jay uses her experience as an abuse survivor with a dark family history alongside 20 years experience as a healer; to teach you how to set your internal GPS to an abundant life. You can break the chains of the past. Using non traditional methods and embracing taboos, prepare to claim back your mind, body and soul. Because abundance is your birthright.

Sometimes it's difficult to overcome a traumatic abusive experience. When faced with the daunting feeling of no self worth, but there's hope. In this story of triumph you will discover when enough is enough and have the courage to walk away from it all.

Grab some tissues, while I take you on a journey of drug addiction, homelessness, toxic relationships, lack of self worth to been a successful online business owner and living a life of freedom. I stood in the middle of the road in my little night dress and bare feet clutching on to my nan’s hand. She was shaking telling my mum go get the front door keys, so she could lock the door. I looked at her and didn’t understand why she would say that. Have you ever felt so low the only way you can cope is through self abuse and self destruction? Addicted to abundance is an Irish girl’s struggle with pain, life, parenthood along with alcohol and drug addiction. The fight between your heart and your mind against the addict within you is not a fair fight. Some battles you win, some battles the addict wins. Just make sure, in the end you win the fucking war. I love me But I also love you & I want to help you know There is always love and light in every corner of darkness. Sometimes it’s in the form of your fight for survival of you and your son. Brave, honest and truthfully scary account of a life controlled love always Patricia P

This story will engage, shock and make you laugh. It begins in an impoverished environment of abuse and violence. Years of drinking eventually result in a psychotic breakdown when I was sectioned in a psychiatric hospital. After escaping from this hospital I continued to make a complete mess of my life. At 34 I tried to stop drinking. Silly me! I ended up in a coma on my death bed with the delirium tremors (DTs) . This time I was sent to a rehabilitation unit where I was interned with alcoholics, drug addicts, criminals and murderers. They provided the love, support and encouragement I needed to start to build a new life. I went on to complete several degrees related to psychology, set up a successful business and travelled the world. The intentions of writing this book are not only to provide a compelling story but to impart with the psychological insights gleaned on my journey of recovery and give any reader who needs it hope and inspiration.

In Color-Recommended Version Face Everything And RiseHave you ever been emotionally challenged or triggered by something or someone, and it takes hold of you in a way that seems unmanageable, leaving you in a fight, flight, or freeze response?What does it mean to be activated, charged, or triggered? When we perceive an unmet need or threat, this can create an emotional response known as a trigger response. When we have adverse life experiences or trauma, it's customary to be challenged or triggered by people, places, things, words, behaviors, smells, etc.?Courage to begin looking at what limitations your Trauma, PTSD & Adverse life experiences have created in your life.?Commitment to a healthy relationship with yourself first and Foremost.?Ready to begin a life of Abundance after a life of scarcity.I found that I was triggered by the trauma and adverse experiences I had most of the time. I was sick and tired of being triggered, and I searched for solutions to change this trigger experience that I was having.I'll show you how to process through a challenging experience or trigger to feel empowered instead of debilitated, creating a deeper relationship with yourself where there's honesty and trust within.Suppose you desire to free your mind and heart from low self-esteem, scarcity, or a triggered and emotionally activated state. In that case, this book will inspire you and offer you practical tools to use daily to begin changing this cycle, allowing for a healthier relationship with yourself, leading to more beneficial relationships.Jeannine Rashidi brings her personal experiences of healing trauma, PTSD, and 18 years of professional experience, including the EDHIR® process she created to guide her clients toward integrating the Heart and Mind after the disconnect from trauma and adverse life experiences.Goodbyetension.com